Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hi~
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @12:06 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005
[[ half in l0ve? ]]
mE and da ben zhu 3 mths le! heex.. unxpected zh0ng de unxpected.. c0x the previ0us 2 din manage t0 last s0 l0ng.. actually n0t l0ng 0so lahx.. hahx.. mb 0k0k 0nli? hahx.. anyway, went 0ut t0dae wif him and met relia and tingx.. heex.. s0o0o0o hapi t0 c tingx!! cum back le naber tell me de.. hai me miz u s0o0o0o muchie~ hahx..
and tt tupid da ben zhu early in the m0rning 0readi make me angry lia0x.. every mth mux make me angry 0nce den hapi de lehx.. hahx.. den sh0p sh0p half wae s0me pr0s p0pped up but s0lved lahx.. den b0ught a l0t 0f things~ sh0es arx, cl0thes arx, nail p0lish and l0tsa l0tsa m0re~ hahx.. but 0so waste a l0t 0f m0ney lahx.. hahx.. hmmm.. h0pe can stay peaceful and fine wif da ben zhu lahx.. k lahx.. end here.. and btw, c0ach carter is a reali nice sh0w.. alm0st cried while watching and hse 0f wax sux!!! damn damn damn disgusting l0rx.. the 1st m0vie tt i've watch tt i wanted to leave the cinema s0 badly after watching half-wae.. damn disgusting.. i reali feel like v0mitting after watching.. k lahx.. reali end here le.. take care.. =B
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @12:36 AM
Message: Message: If u are a girl put X's in the little boxes [ ] that are the things you like guys to do.If you are a guy then put X's on the guyportion...
Guys::Do you like girls to...
[ ] Hold your hand?
[ ] Play with your hair?
[ ] Hit you playfully?
[ ] Kiss you?
[ ] Jump on your back?
[ ] Give u pictures of the 2 of u together?
[ ] Flirt with you?
[ ] Use you as a pillow?
[ ] Say they love you?
[ ] Make the first move?
[ ] Tell all their friends about you?
[ ] Get jealous?
[ ] Don't want to do stuff in front of otherpeople?
[ ] Give you gifts?
[ ] Make you gifts?
[ ] Do stuff with their friends instead of yousometimes?
[ ] Slap your ass
[ ] Go out of their way to make you smile?
[ ] Understand the bond between you andyour friends?
[ ] Style your hair for you?
[ ] Look into your eyes?
[ ] Invite you to be with their family?
[ ] Ask you out instead of you asking themout?
[ ] Call you?
[ ] Leave you cute little notes?
[ ] Wear sweats and eat junk food in front of you?
[ ] Nibble on your ears?
[ ] Grabs your beer and opens it for you
[ ] Take showers with you?
[ ] Slow dance with you even though there isn't any music?
[ ] Cuddle at night when the two of yousleeping?
[ ] Kisses you on the back of the neck?
[ ] Grabs your package in public
Girls::Do you like it when guys...
[x] Give you gifts? <>
[x] Make u gifts?
[x] Understand the bond between u & your friends?
[x] Sneak up behind u just to hold u?
[ ] Tell his friends all about you?
[x] Buy you flowers?
[ ] Take you to the movies?
[ ] Open doors for you?
[x] Invite you to be with their family?
[x] Hold u in their arms as long as theycan?
[ ] Hold your hand?
[x] Make the first move?
[x] Do random corny romantic things?
[x] Get jealous? <>
[ ] Smile at you and say "it's just because you're beautiful"?
[ ] Give you compliments?
[ ] Write you a poem?
[x] Find cute way to ask u to go places?
[x] Give you a hug?
[ ] Beg you to do something you already don't want to do?
[x] Ask u if you're comfortable doing something?
[ ] Look into your eyes?
[x] Call you? <>
[ ] Jokingly wrestle you?
[x] Make you laugh?
[x] Write you a song?
[ ] Sing for you?
[x] Say he love you?
[ ] Act differently with u in front of their friends?
[x] Kiss your forehead?
[x] Wrap their arms around your waist?
[ ] Play with your hair?
[x] Ask you to a dance?
[x] Pay for you, especially on a date <>
[x] Kiss you when you least expect it.
[ ] Over react for stupid things that happen
[ ] Bring up the past
[ ] Plan for our future
[x] Apologise after an argument <>
[x] Concern you?
[x] Understands you?
[ ] Be Busy 24-7?
`` cherish every m0ment c0x u dunn0e wat will happen in the next sec0nd. =B ``
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @12:29 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
[[ tired. ]]
habing a tupid terrible headace n0w.. dunn0e y 0so w0rk half wae suddenly headace. and mind u it hurtx k. cant reali take it s0 went hm t0 rest. b0ught a n0n-stick p0t f0r mama as a m0ther's dae present c0x she 0waes sae she wanted a n0n-stick p0t all these. wh0le dae m0od n0t gd. dunn0e y. c0x 0f a bitch? think s0. but hu cares. i cant d0 much 0so. me n0 ritex t0 c0ntr0l 0r wat u c. dinner ate wif a pen pr0m0ter. at LEAST i g0t sum0ne t0 eat wif. n0t b0red anym0re. wat m0re can i sae? wei ting came t0 find me f0r handbag. pei a while den left. me al0ne again. 3 daes 0f st0rewide salex might me alm0st g0 crazy i tell u. s'p0reans are g0d damn kiasu l0rx. mini-ip0d, hp, x-b0x at 48 and they rushing like hell t0 get them. crazy ritex? guess s0. s0ld ard 3ooo plus 0f thingx in these 3 daes. salex ma. cant help. n0t bad, these mth's c0mmissi0n quite many.
gettin m0re and m0re sick 0f life. hate bitchex and bastardx. dunn0 y they are being b0rn int0 tis w0rld. esp. Y0U tis BITCH. hate u. anyway she cant even c my bl0g. hu cares if i sc0ld her FUCK Y0U ritex? damn it. if 0nly i can sc0ld fuck in fr0nt 0f her. tt will be g0d damn nice. i mean it. u sux. fuck 0ff fr0m my life. at least f0r n0w. n0 m0od at all. everything sp0ilt by u. pr0mises are meant t0 be br0ken and tt's wat i believe. dun make pr0mises if u cant pr0mise. fine. i 0so dunn0e wat im talking. jux s0me fucking shit i guess? and jux like tis sentence fr0m a s0ng, [[ fuck it i dun wan u back. ]]
end.
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @12:49 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
[[ sucking feeling. ]]
i sucks and I SUCKX!!!! haix.. dunn0e lahx.. everything sux in the w0rld. wat the fuck. hidin is a crime. and i HATE hiding! fuck this fucking w0rld t0 b0rn me int0 tis w0rld. i hate my life and i hate my EVERYTHING. im g0nna learn fr0m u. dun blame me f0r tt. im s0wie and tt's my attitude. at least f0r n0w. s0 fuck 0ff fr0m my w0rld. thx a l0t.
__ shitsh stuffs and shitish pple. tt's wat i learn. __
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @1:03 AM
Friday, April 29, 2005
[[ l0ve in the air ]]
heex.. t0dae went 0ut wif da ben zhu.. finally get t0 c him after 5 daes.. 5 daes u n0e.. tt was like g0d damn l0ng l0rx.. miz him damn much siax.. can 0nly listen t0 his v0ice everydae but cann0t c him.. haix.. but nbm, 0ur t0ugh life will be 0ver s0on c0x the sengkang fair g0ing t0 finish l0rx! heex.. k lahx.. went d0wn t0 ps and b0ught m0vie ticket den went d0wn to far east all tt t0 sh0p l0rx.. hahx.. b0ught a shirt but dun like it after i buy.. anyway cant help.. p0ly g0tta wear shirts quite 0ften s0 g0tta get m0re shirts b4 p0ly starts.. hahx.. finally sh0w starts den sh0w ends.. went d0wn t0 bugis planning t0 buy stickers f0r manicure.. but realised im reali damn g0d lazy s0 decided n0t t0 buy any~ might as well g0 let 0thers d0 manicure f0r me rather den wasting m0ney buying all these.. s0me m0re nid t0 ch0ose th0se stickers design which i dread the m0st.. hahx.. making decision makes me headace siax.. hahx..
walk walk walk den ard 8+ 9 went hm le.. reali enj0y his c0mpany siax.. im naber b0red wif him ard.. heex.. tt's y i lub him s0 muchie~ heex.. but den da ben zhu getting more and more mischevious le huh.. i pinch u hard hard den u n0e arx.. heex.. dun bring u 0ut g0 play play den u n0e arx.. wait me sad sad i dun wan u le den u n0e arx.. hahx.. anyway u reali t0lerate me a l0t le lahx.. t0dae like tis kick u, pinch u and hit u u 0so n0 sae anything.. s0wie if i reali hurt u lehx.. dun mean it de.. jux playing wif u niax.. heex.. at most nextt time let u hit 0r watever lahx.. but den h0rx dun blame me if i hit u more den ever~ hahx.. k lahx.. end here.. tml g0tta be beri beri bz lia0x.. n0t only tml lahx.. sat and sun 0so.. metr0 st0rewide sales.. will be a tiring dae.. hahx.. take care arx guys..
`` miz my da ben zhu~ l0ve ya and miz ya l0tsa l0tsa. muackx~ =B ``
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @1:10 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
[[ d0ubtx all the wae? ]]
y0o h0o~ back blogging le.. com ok le.. everything ok le.. can use com and internet again.. hahx.. hmmm.. life's ok recently.. got a job everything's ok.. but my love life? i think im still not able to overcome my barrier ba.. those fearx, th0se hurtful xperience.. th0se unf0rgettable mem0ries and th0se d0ubtx i hab n0w.. haix.. i hate pple tt lie.. and yet, pple lie to me.. y cant pple be true to me or to themself.. at least let me noe.. haix.. anyway its my fault.. im a petty ger wif a small evil bad mind.. getting angry over trival matters is the only thing i noe how to do.. are u so sure there's no other better ger there for u to love them? i dunnoe y i still think im not worth ur love.. i realised i still cant forget the past and move on.. im tired and scare of it.. i dun dare to hope or believe in anybody anymore.. can i trust u? if can tell me how will u? its reali doubts all the way.. i dunnoe whether to trust u not since we are not working together nemore.. can we reali last like wat u wan? do u reali love me like wat u told me? haix.. dunnoe lahx.. i scare the cutting of hand habit will slowly come back again.. mb the past still suits me the best? haix.. dunnoe lahx.. i did so much and i hope im not going to get hurt as a reward for me.. i hab had enuff or hurtx.. if hurtx is wat u r going to gif me, i guess parting will will be the only choice left for both of us.. haix.. dun tok le lahx.. dun even noe will he ever c not.. suan le.. all in all i still think im the bad ger doing all the bad thingx.. haix.. take care lahx.. tata.. nitex..
-- single life can be an alternate ch0ice.. --
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @12:22 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
[[ y0o h0o ~!]]
surprised i finally can bl0g le ritex ? hahx.. n0w t pple's hse bl0gging lia0x.. hMmm.. l0ng l0ng time n0 time bl0g lia0x finally g0t chance t0 bl0g lia0x.. heex.. hMmm.. yesterdae g0t back the results.. did badly f0r tt.. haix.. dunn0e can g0 which c0urse lia0x.. haix.. hMmm.. recently life quite 0k lahx.. get t0 n0e many pple and br0aden my circle 0f frenx.. heex.. 1 m0re pers0n in my life le.. hahx.. dunn0e will last l0ng n0t but still enj0y the time n0w ba.. din regret my decisi0n and will try my best t0 gif him happiness ba.. heex..
last tues was mhy b'dae.. heex.. hab an enjoyable dae and the dae b4.. l0ve wend and xia0 hui l0tsa ! they gave me a billab0ng de bag which reali did surprised me lehx.. heex.. den they bought me cakes and we celebrate my birthdae at tampines de cafe cartel.. damn it l0rx the service there damn sux l0rx.. wa piang ehx.. if can c0mplain i sure c0mplain de l0rx.. den next dae we cashier g0t chalet.. heex.. pretty enj0y the chalet lahx.. hahx.. they 0so b0ught cake f0r me.. heex.. reali enj0y tt dae.. m0st mem0rable dae 0f my 17 yrs 0f life.. heex.. thx weNd and xh ehx ? l0ve u 2 l0tsa ! mUacKx !
g0ing t0 w0rk s0on le s0 guess g0nna st0p here le ba.. heex.. next time g0t chance den bl0g le l0rx.. k lahx.. take care arx u guyx ! l0ve u guyx l0tsa ! miz u aLL l0tsa t0o ! mUaCkx !
-- 12.24 -- my f0reva ? =B
__ br0ken pr0mises` __ | l0ve`s br0ken | @2:12 AM